Hey all,
I had a lightbulb moment today! I feel great! I am me and glad that I made the choices I did. I had to go stay at the house with my daughter this morning.... I was abit apprhensive in going there, but I figured what the hell? So anyway to make a long story short, about an hour and a half into my time at the house it hit me! I looked around, I walked from room to room, I went upstairs, I came back down, I went out to have a smoke on the deck. It wasn't "HOME" anymore. Nothing had been
Pre stroke, I think I used to get cabin fever and be affected by lack of sunlight. I forget what it is called now. I always got somewhat bummed out in February and March. I love spring and I hate the long winters.
All day long today it has been trying to snow. I have had a desire to do SOMETHING today. Don't know what, I just have that itch to clean out closets or drawers or cabinets. But I can't, cause I have pretty much done it, just need the spouse there to agree what is mine that I can tak
Well I had dropped to page 2, was halfway down the page. Damn, look at all this mold and cobwebs on my blog.
I woke up this morning at 5 a.m., got up, went into chat for a short while, then went back to sleep till 9:30 when the phone woke me up. It was my mother being her negative self. Talk about the worst way to be woke up.... she is it. At times I strongly feel hemmed in cause I need them to drive places, but I can't stand listening to the ignorance and complaining.
I have some good wonde
Big sigh. This morning I went and looked at the apartments that were available here in my rural little town. I saw three. Now some of you may be saying, what happened to the barn? Well it would seem that to the spouse having a year to renovate the barn is better cost effectively and time wise. So he went to the local realtor and set up the appointment for this morning to see the apartments.
Well the first one I saw is on Main Street in a newly renovated old gingerbread victorian. It has been
Does anyone else like hearing those moron stories on the radio? The true stories about peoples total stupidity? Well I have a real life, I'm not making this up story to tell. Plus I needed to blog something to get off of page 2.
My soon to be X and I were having a heated phone conversation yesterday. He sputters that "All you handicaps use that excuse when it is convenient." Now before I continue, you all must remember he isn't the sharpest tool in the shed, lights are on but no ones home.....
Well today, the sun is shining and things aren't as bleek as yesterday. Isn't it always the way? I've made some decisions, realized there are unexplored possibilities. Seems according to my brother in law the surveyor, the property has never been surveyed and on the off chance our neighbors across the street didn't take half the road as theirs, we can and we may be able to squeak out enough square footage. I love when numbers can be manipulated. I learned that years ago when I worked in an accou
I'm ready to shut the computer off. Today was a better day then yesterday.My son went for the day to one friends house then went over night to anothers at 7:30. The two people that my daughter invited over can't come for various reasons and I'll admit it, I'm glad. You know I always thought I'd never have kids, never wanted them, never pictured myself as a mom. Well as these things happen, I changed my mind, had the desire to have kids. Pre stroke I did alot for and with my kids, but now, I don'
OK, after reading Asha's blog and Amy's reply, I think I will write about the ME of today. I wouldn't want the old me back, the pre stroke me. I like the present day model well enough. 2005 model is happy, content, fufilled and at peace and living life as much as I can on my terms. In doing that I have become truer to myself and I am finding that because of that I have less internal struggling going on, I am less stressed, more relaxed and what I do, I enjoy. It seems that life has meaning, and
1. I am woman, and I can roar!
2. I am married, for now.
3. I am a mother of two.
4. I have pierced ears.
5. I hate tattoos on women.
6. I am a demacrat.
7. I am a liberal.
8. I am Pro-choice.
9. I don't believe in organized religion.
10.I used to sew quilts.
11.I once was very creative.
12. My dining room is painted a deep red.
13. My office is a deep hunter green.
14. I love bold colors.
15. I used to be very quiet and shy.
16. If you believe #15 I've got a bridg
