Ive managed to confuse myself - I have like 6 different blogs all with entries in them... no rhyme or reason except my own randomness- it there any way Admin could combine them into one that is just NancyL blog?
Dan has been doing well ( as he can) he loves coming to my work and putting stamps on envelopes. It is a very precise process for him. It seems to give him a avenue for his OCD -- puzzles could do that for him, but , puzzles aren't "productive" - stamping is. lol I am very fortunat
So this has been going on for awhile. I am sometimes embarrassed to be seen in the community with Dan. Not because of his behavior ( he has many). But because i think I feel his disability is a reflection upon me/ us as a couple. Kinda like GOD passed judgement and we were found wanting. I KNOW it is ridiculous ( it truly is) . I have always kinda felt like this. But I guess as I am moving through my thoughts and feelings of life i have decided to focus a bit on the problem and put it in writing
dan woke up yesterday in a good mood. we were headed out to fago tovisit my sick aunt and shop a little ( had the 15 yr daughter with)... He got really aggitated all the suddens never did figure out specifically why but it was directed at beth i believe..... she is such a good girl... and he is so mean to her ( no other word for it)..... he just BLEW UP . he simmered down a little and was given the option to return home with our other daughter. but decided to come with--- made it clear he wanted
