Nancy I hope life comes right way up for you again soon.  We all go through some of this but you seem to have been there for a while now. I walked a desert road for a while and in the end the fog just seemed to slowly clear. I have no advice just a (((hug))). 

Nancy, I hate to hear you are still struggling along but I don't know either and you mentioned ptsd and I got that real bad, I hope you don't but you just can't say now!!!

Take as much care as you can....Don't give up or In....nor out!!

No words of wisdom here, just hoping and praying you come through all this okay.  ((((((((((hugs))))))))

Sarah

that's weird... my post is gone, and it was the first one.   Seems this keeps happening... I mean they are there and I see them, and then days later they disappear.   Anyway, I'm always glad to see your post, because I'm always thinking about you and wondering how you are, everyday.

Just a hug and to know that I care

Take care

We miss you in chat

Sally

Nancy, one day at a time honey and keep working on it. Don't rush it, it will come. Slow down and breath!!! Praying for you! (((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))