On Nov 9th I will go in for the Electrode trial.
I am tired of pain.
Risky but I will bet all on table now. I live in agony in a world that sees only weakness in it not the strength it has taken to live since 2014 in pain.
And I need pain pills on time.
So the home has policy that pills given in room omly. I got stuck inthe showers and no pain pill given. Policy first.
I need freedom.