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Well Saturday night I got home from a weeks vacation. The traveling wore me out, I went to bed early. Silly me, the phone woke me at 10:45, it was Danny the old boyfriend.

To make a long story short, he needed to talk and he admitted he was hoping we could develope something..... I told him no way would it work and besides I asked him how many times he was willing to let me break his heart in one lifetime? I said isn't twice enough for you? I told him he needed to get out on his own, and experience some personal growth. I thought that was a really nice way to tell him to grow up.

I never should have called him in the first place, what is in the past, should stay in the past. I learned that lesson again, duh! silly me. The call was short and not so sweet, I was tired, wasn't into talking heavy things.

He is still insisting taking me out for lunch, I am "fun" to be around. But I doubt I'll go, for one thing I'm not into leading anyone on and I think I have enough friends who are needy emotionally. As cold hearted as it sounds, this is a journey he needs to take himself, I can't help him. I refuse to be anyones crutch on their journey. Been there, done that.

Pam

PS. I wrote this cause I was thinking about it, not as an entry that needs any support, plus I was about to drop onto page 2. ~pam

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hey Pam:

 

welcome back, so where you went for your vacation, Ihope you had nice time with your friends. seems like after your divorce you are becoming quite popular eh

 

Glad you are back and still blogging, around here on board only your life is interesting

 

 

 

Asha

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Asha,

I went south and loved it. But I have to disagree with you, my life isn't the only interesting one. Every person here has the same opportunities available to them that I do. I just happen to practice what I believe, which is to live every day to its fullest.

Pam

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Pam,

 

The fear of page two really brings all kinds of interesting things to the blogs. Welcome back. We missed you here at Strokenet.

 

 

Asha,

 

I can't believe that you said only Pam has an interesting life! I happen to think that lot of Strokenet members have interesting lives, including yours. I like these little blog windows into other people's lives.

 

Jean

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Jean and Pam :

 

Pam's life is interesting cause it got action romance and all that put together, perfect material for me to gossip lol_2.gif Iknow pam will murder me with her words for this

Asha

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Sister Pam

 

i was changing the batteries on my keyboard and somehow i got a post out of it. Doh.gif

 

sandy cocktail.gifcocktail.gifcocktail.gif

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Sister Pam

 

glad that you're back. biggrin2.gif you must be in a good space, because it seems that you ae iresistable to all single men. french_cig_nomo.gifWhistle.gif it's too bad that so many single men are total jerks. uhm.gifHummm.gifScratch-Head.gif

 

i'll be in washington dc from tomorrow to Thursday attending a conference called the Science and and Clinical Applications of Meditation. The Dalai Lama will be speaking there. i told John and my dad that i would tell him to pray that both of them find acceptance of their situation. cloud9.gif they were both not amused. Tantrum.gif

 

i'll be back on Thursday afternoon. i'll 'see' you at the party Thirsday eve.

 

sandy giggle.gif

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Hey sister Sandy,

I think you have a more interesting life then I do. What an intersting seminar to attend. Cool speaker too.

Gee the last seminar I attended was on sales and "NO, MEANT NEXT" Well enjoy your trip and your postcard is on it's way.

Pam

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