Hi everyone

Iv'e been working hard getting apointments and filling out papers and well tommorrow will be my last apt until June 25 and I'm glad because I need a break.

The apt on the 25th i'm looking forward to its with a md and maybe I'll bet some help with the pain.

Now what really on my mind

Iv'e gone fron a size six pant to a 10 in 11 months

I take thyroid med for hypothyroid but I'm not going to blame it on just that

It seems that I can't get motivated to do something about the lbs on my waist and butt!!!!

I tried walking but my rt hip and foot hurt so much a friend had to come and get me I could not make it home. That was very disapointing and made me mad I felt week and at war with my body.

So this is my plan.

1. go to dr and get help with pain and get check up for chest pain.

2. ask him If I need surgury to close the whole in my heart

3. ask dr what I can do safely to loose weight

4. get healthy so I can do my rehab and vocatiional trainning

So thats my short term plan

Tommorrow I'm going to the nursing home and ask if I can volenteer there a couple of days a week.

I need this for myself and I realy would like to be usefull.

I'm tired of only thinking of myself, it's time for someone other that me me me lol

I thank god everyday for One more day to share with my beloved animals.

Life was so easiy before and now everthing is a chalange. I try to remember how lucky I am. I can communicat, eat, pat my animals, and even laugh.

Life can be what ever you make it, so I'll make it the best I can.

I'm afraid this post is not so interesting but thats my life. lol

Thanks for Listning

Do you think I have a good plan if not what would you change. I welcome feed back. Did I forget something I should be doing?

I'll let you know what the nursing home says

thanks Sherry