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attitude is the mind's paintbrush, it can color any situation


ksaul

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well,it is 2009...seems like i was just waiting for 2000 yesterday. it will be a good year. i try to think of every cold day as one day closer to spring and being able to get outside again. ice is my new enemy.... :Tantrum: it is so scary and i am afraid of falling. maybe i will get mt. boots with cleats or something.....that should be a real fashion statement. right now i just stay inside.

 

i am happy to report my eyebrow is growing in...my hubby is glad too. he said i had a jack nickelson look when i tried to fill the brow in. and i thought he never paid me any mind these days. :Scratch-Head:

 

barry is off to florida for ten days on tuesday. i know i will be okay...and i will be busy. i restarted water exercise class at the Y. the first time i was so wiped out i spent the next day and a half in bed. now i have a new plan....go and do twenty minutes and quit. do this until i can build up to thirty minutes and quit.....keep at it until i can do the whole class. just getting ready to go to the class, the noise of the pool and getting showered and redressed and home is major work. so my plan is do what i can...anything is better than no exercise. this by the way, is major stroke acceptance stuff for me..... :Nodding:

 

i am taking a really cool landscape drawing class. really challenges my grey matter..lol. it is also a big class and i do not like groups. i loose my focus sometimes but plan to finish the course. i really wanted to take a chinese painting workshop that was being offered. it was a two day workshop of 5 hours a day. again, major acceptance step..i said it was too much for me. :Nodding: a 2 hour class once a week wipes me out...but you know, i had to work through the facts that i am not capable of such adventures anymore.

 

i get so much of my strength from the people here on site. i really do not think i would be where i am now in my recovery if i hadn't had the support of my cyber friends. i hope this coming year i will be able to offer support to others in the same manner i have been supported. kathy

 

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2009 is going to be a great year for you dear. Between your Y classes and your painting classes you are broadening your horizons. That is truly inspirational. I like the idea of the mountain boots with the heavy duty cleats - such a fashion setter you are - better to be safe than sorry though. I too am petrified of ice. I never liked ice before stroke - now forget it. You're right - each day of this winter ick we make it through is closer to nicer and warmer weather.

 

It's at this time of year I wish I could afford to be a snow-bird lol.

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Kathy:

 

can't picture you as Jack nicolson :D. I am thinking about Y but I have 2 many excuses first I don't like cold water, & all that hassle associate with it. so I will stick to my treadmill & b happy.(I am not going to compare my life to what others can do & I can't thingy any more ). If it's 40 & sunny then I still enjoy walk outdoors. but can't wait for spring.

 

BTW thanks for great book list. I am right now still questioning what's my purpose & what am I.

 

Asha

 

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Any year that starts with art is a great yr. I love drawing and painting. I have a hard time writing though. My town has historic granite even rain I stay inside. You will have to tell me about your art!

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i would say you could only look as crazed as Jack Nicholson when pigs fly, but hey seems they do and you are a bit off kilter woman. They are just waaay too adorable and the irony is that I couldn't find them on the sock site and then viola they arrived in the mail via the sick fairy.

We're very happy you found us too honey. You already offer support....support hose. You always make me laugh and take comfort in knowing there's a fellow wacko up north. I think you have a wonderful attitude. You've learned to laugh at yourself and the many challenges stroke has brought upon you instead of become just frustrated by them.

 

Enjoy your water therapy and stay off the ice ~ you don't want to be a snowbird ~ that's what old people do not one eye browed pig socked Esther Williams chics such as you.

I love you,

Maria :hug:

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kathy, you are to funny. i admire you for what you are able to do and you do make the effort too. im sure you will be fine in barry's absence, enjoy your quiet time. i bet your eyebrow is going to look great when it finally comes back fully. i bet you will not do that again,LOL i bet the water therapy is really enjoyable for you and you will work up to the full 30min in no time. just stay off the ice please. no ice skating yet for you!! i hope you enjoy your classes and we want to see your work once completed. keep up the great things you are doing to enrich your life. love n hugs, kimmie

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Hi Kathy, I think Hank mentioned the cleat for ice in chat.... all i cold picture was me getting the cleats stuck in the ice ... and standing there like one of those inflatable clowns, the kids knock down , and they bounce up...LOL. I am with you on Spring. This has been an unusal Pacifc north West winter.

 

I know you will do fine with Barry away, the first time is a bit uneasy at first, but just prepare well, and have everything stocked up for when he is gone. Removing throw rugs, and little things you may trip over.. NO falling, especially when alone. Careful in the shower also. John called me several times a day, but it woud be good to have son or neighbor call one or 2 times a day. Also have someone near on speed dial.. ( an easy # to remember ) so you can hit it if you need help right away.

 

Have some frozein or micro wave dinners ( you may have delivery in your area..) plan some special treats or have some movies you wanted to watch.. and you know Barry isn't into..like Mama Mia or some silly girlie movies..

 

You are doing great.. and an inspiration with your Y water program and a n Art Class .... Way to Go girlfriend. you rock.

 

Bonnie

 

 

 

 

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Hi Kathy

 

I don't think that I have talked to you before but I just wanted to say that I am very impressed with how you are dealing with your fatigue and acceptance. These are things that I have had to deal with and it is not easy.

 

You are right we do have to make choices depending on what our bodies are able to do. (and that was a new experience for me too)

 

Keep up the good work. You sound like you have a great attitude. Enjoy the activities that you can do :artist: and your body should strengthen with time.

 

Wishing you the very best in 2009.

 

Smiles :)

 

Gary

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