There are days I want to run away. Today is one of them. Since we have been here helping my parents, every thing seems ok on the outside. But deep down inside, I think we made a big mistake. Jay got a job at Home Depot and he is dealing with it ok. I know he isn't happy about it and I wish I was the one working. I need to work. I am going absolutely stir crazy. Last night my dad was drunk and he told my mom he hated what we were doing to them. That we only wanted their money. Man, that hurt. I could care less about their money. I don't want anything to do with it. I am here to help in whatever way I can. I don't even know if he remembers saying it or not and right now I don't care. Unfortunately, if I say anything, my mom will suffer, not him. I can't do that to my mom. I love her too much. I am so confused and I don't know what to do now. And as far as what we are doing to them, what about what he did to us? We gave up everything to come here. We had a house, jobs we loved, and a life. Now we don't have any of that. I am so mad. The more I think about it, the madder I get. I better go now.