blaqsheep580

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I have been where your mother is that now she don't mean anything by it we just feel like we also alone we want to be left alone she will break out it sooner or later I used to feel like she feels just keep supporting her and she will want to do more and more thing s as time goes oni cant say she wil get over it because i don't know what mind state she is in at the moment she mite be in the i am so alone stage feeling like no body understands what she is going though but her i have felt that way but with people supporting me i got out of that rut

I got up this morning have my eggs and grits in the mailman came and brought my memory for my computer my mother installed my memory for me now my system is running better I love my mother she helps me so much she's my main support system now I am sitting here one night drinking a soda thing about what I am going to do today but like I said today is a good we

I I thought that I was alone but I am not I just have to understand that my life has not stopped but just slowed down after my stroke I just learned how to do things a little differently yes it is hard but I will get it just have to take my time and I will get it with my mother's help there nothing I can't do I am typing this using Dragon Naturally-speaking it's a wonderful program once you get it going it works fine but you have to take your time and pronounce your words slowly well the last few weeks I have moved a finger which is a big accomplishment for me and in time I will be able to move all my fingers and my voice will clear up I will be clearer when I speak thank you much all I have to say right now thank you for listening or should I say thank you for reading

they said i would never walk but god had another plan i walk today and i talk too now lately i moved a finger on my effected side the last few days i am just waiting foor the control to kick back in to anyone and every one in my osition dont give up have faith it cant get no worst so its gotta get better keep pushing onP.U.S.H. pray until something happens thank you all for all your suport.

sometimes i thin k ,my mother pushes me to hard like if i could do it i would do it but i cant but she and other people said i can do so i just need to get uinto my head i can do it i am tryin to get in to that state of mind its not a easy road but i will atleast try.

I USE A CPAP TOO ITS NOT TOO BAD IT WILL TAKE SOME GETTING USED TO BUT IT HELPS ALOT BUT AFTER YOU GET USED TO IT IT WILL BE HARD TO SLEEP WITHOUT IT THATS WHAT I FOUND OUT

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the doctors said i mite not walk but god said i am not done with you yet hes got plans for me he brought me this far it must be something big coming up but i will wait and just let things happen in their own time