GreenQueen

Thank you everyone for your honesty. Your replies are all different, but can be put in the same basket of "me too". Knowing I'm not alone in the struggle really does help, as I often think that no one understands. But you guys...you get it. Unfortunately, you all know exactly where I am coming from. J x

Thanks Deigh for the giggle! Yes, Heather you are so right. I have adjusted quite well to this new life. People see that, but nothing else. I may have to start giving out a few truths. J x

Thanks Heather. I think she's pretty perfect! She comes in every day and has a little nana nap with me. She sleeps up near my neck. I love it. J x

Absolutely, will2. A spiritual fill up. I'm gonna steal that!! J x

So I haven't been very well lately. Not sure why I'm having these little turns. But I think they are here to stay. I'm trying my hardest to develop a consistent routine. People keep saying how great I look. Do I though? Do I? I'm so NOT great. I want to scream and yell...and cry. Unfortunately I have absolutely no tears left. Not for me, not for anybody. I think I used them all when This Happened. Looks can be so deceiving. We all know that. I know this topic gets discussed all the time. It's just at the moment it's a pretty big deal in my life.

Will2, I have a large print bible that I can't use anymore as I'm unable to hold it open, read, and turn pages all at the same time! Too Bad you aren't closer...I'd happily give you mine! I think I need to download a study bible (that's what mine was) to my iPad. I haven't done any real bible study since This Happened. Deigh...I try and check the forum before bed. Does that count as reading? J x

We have One dog One Scarlett parrot Two cats Three rabbits 7 aquariums My absolute angel, is my rabbit Ivy Monica. She's 5. I couldn't be without her.

Hi Thomas Welcome to the group. Looking forward to sharing with you.

We have two cats...they never ever do as they are told!

Thank you Willis. We are very blessed with both our kids.

I'm sure you love the grandkids, no doubt there. But, is it doing either of you any favours? Maybe time off that duty to allow you both to address these important issues.

Exactly Willis! It's a great companion.

Thanks Ana! Yes, we are very blessed indeed.

Hey Clare Lots of great suggestions. All I want to say is a stroke is a stroke is a stroke. We all come under the same banner, but are affected in so many different ways. You really don't have to say "small" to us. We got you.