Wow ... I am blown away by this new interface. Someone in IT needs to be really acknowledged for this great work!! BRAVO .. BELLISIMO ..
Kathy! I have been where you are many, many times. Do you know that for a while after my stroke, I thought of taking my life, what was left of it anyway. Thank Heavens I did not. What did I do? I started up my own online stroke survivor support group and started doing volunteer work there, in my local support group, and at my Temple. And yes, I suffered horribly with head pain for many months. I still do, but it is more bearable now since my docs switched me to Cymbalta, which is a darn good anti-depressant (an SSRI) that also contains a non-narcotic pain fighting property.
You have done the correct thing here. You are sharing your pain with others with whom you share a common history and similar prospects. I seriously doubt there is one survivor out there who cannot empathize with you, feel you pain and frustration and support you gladly and without reservation. I know I cannot.
I acknowledge and admire your candor, courage, and Belief in posting this message. You're the BEST! Hugs, WALTER (brain2005)