I HAD MY STROKE IN 2003,I HAVE NO USE OF MY LEFT SIDE. I ALSO HAVE TROUBLE DEALING WITH THIS. I ALSO DO NOT THINK MY SON UNDERSTANDS THE CHANGES I HAVE WENT THROUGH. WHEN WE DO GO AND VISIT HIM, HE WILL SAY THING LIKE MOM GET DOWN ON THE FLOOR AND PLAY WITH THE KIDS. BUT I CANNOT DO THAT. I WOULD LOVE TO DO IT. SO MY HUSBAND WHO IS A GREAT CAREGIVER WROTE A LETTER TO MY SON AND DAUGHTER TITLED LIFE WITH MOM. HE TALKS ABOUT WHAT OUR LIFE IS LIKE EVERYDAY. I ALSO GET FRUSTATED ALOT. I HAVE NOT GOT TO THE ANGRY PART I AM STILL AT HOW DO I ACCEPT THIS AND WHY ME. MJ