sacredandconfused

Along with stroke...me have various other diagnosis that doctor can not figure out why me have them...me have stumped some of the best neuro's in the country...including John Hopkins and Clevland Clinic...every doctor that sees me says WOW u have bunch stuff going on...if me had even .10 cents for every doctor/nurse said that me big rich...LOL....however is also very frusterating...the more the doctor seem 2 know the more them not able figure u out the quicker they seem 2 give up on u...me is still looking for a doctor that will actually listen 2 me...also doctor are all so specialized now...no one out there 2 look at the whole person...neuro,rehumi's, pscyhologists, psychiastrist, neruomuscular, epliptec doctors....me have seen them all still with no answer....however me is a fighter..me continue on looking...not so much 2 figure out what me have BUT for a doctor who will listen...really listen...when something new comes up be able 2 call him/her say what about this..... Me have once again picked up another infection...me have a sinus infection from me kids...it really stinks...if u have had one u understand...also have a bursted blood vessel in eye...started 2 spread more today so looks really yucky...me kids say MOM what wrong u eye...LOL...seems me pick up every little type sickness that goes around...me think me paid for me own room at my GP's office...LOL....

So me felt is time to venture into Blog world....me feel is something me can use 2 use 2 say how me feel and also look back 2 see how far me have come in dealing with this part of me life. Me life has been going downhill since the pregnancy of me 4th child. Me had severe HG while preggo with her...Me lost 30 pounds had zofran pump, PICC line and various other medications 2 help keep me alive..after her preganacy things seem come back normal for 8 weeks...then me had PE...after that my life has forever been changed....me can no longer care for me 4 kids, take care of house or drive...me live has totally changed...2 make matters worse me had a stroke 2 1/2 month ago....me have come farther thne me thought me would...me had 2 main areas affected...me speech and eyeseight....me speech continues 2 improve though they are not sure if ever will be 100% also my eyesyight has only 5-10% peripfheral vision and me depth perception off... However me do have things be thankful for...me 4 beautiful children, me wonderful dh that supports me and love me unconditionally, me church family that comes in help with house issues and also take doctor appts...me internet friends who really understand me more than IRL people do...everyday me able 2 wake up is blessing 2 me...