AllanWilliams Posted November 27, 2008 Share Posted November 27, 2008 I blacked out the other day after two TIAs 5th nov and the 20th nov went and seen my GP she said my carotid artery was blocking up again, wouldn't be so bad if the other one worked but that one is totally blocked and no chance of fixing it so going to see specialist in Brisbane hospital 8th Dec. I just wish everything would settle down I like to be positive about life but you get to a point were you think whats the use, because as soon as you get over one hurdle another pops its ugly head and says jump higher I just don't know if i can jump any higher. to be honest, well i cant comment on that it is not appropriate to say it on StrokeNet Allan PS I must have been such an *beep* in my previous life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dstraugh Posted November 27, 2008 Share Posted November 27, 2008 Allan, I'm sorry to hear about you having issues with blacking out. Do the episodes occur when you are possibly trying to exert and complete a task? I wish you the best for your appointment at the Brisbane Hospital. Trying to jump through hoops is difficult at best; take it easy and do the best you can do dear friend. Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ksaul Posted November 27, 2008 Share Posted November 27, 2008 hi allan by the way, thank you for your idea regarding my post my arm and hand pain. you know when i started having the arm and hand pain ....and then when the pain increased, i thought....what now! what does life want from me? just to sit placidly as my body falls apart? i thought i am supposed to keep up the recovery journey and grasp all of life that i can...........now, as i read your post i can only say i have a glimmer of what you feel with the blackouts and blockages. allan, i believe i would be asking the same questions as you.....it is like waiting for the other shoe to drop. i agree it often seems as if we just get through one situation and up pops some other crappyola. life sure is not fair in the distribution of crap. i do know that for many of us here at the site you are an inspiration and it is your positive attitude that teaches the rest of us to be more humble. i think if you didn't question the point of all that has happened and sometims wonder why bother or what is the point of a positive attitude ....well, you would not be human. you are a survivor and in your core you are a fighter. see the doc on dec 8th...i am thinking that 2009 will bring you the comfort and stability you seek. i am honored to know someone of your strength......don't give up. :friends: kathy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mcdube Posted November 27, 2008 Share Posted November 27, 2008 So sorry for what you are going through again. I know it must be so hard to keep a positive outlook as you have been through so much. If you need to talk you know that we are all here at strokeNet to support each other. Keep on trucking Allan dear, you are here for a reason , your job here is not over so please don't give up, you have been so strong and have been a great motivator to so many, you can't quit now. Put a smile on your face and thank the Lord you are still here. I for one am greateful I have met you. See you soon, Take care, Marie-Claire Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fking Posted November 27, 2008 Share Posted November 27, 2008 Allen, WE all wonder and worry to some extent whether we admit it or not. Your case is close to mine from the pain standpoint. I wish you the best and by the 8th of December they will figure out what is the best course of action to take much like they did Sen, Kennedy a few months ago. No doubt we remain positive and a will to live with what ever we got left. I often say "Well God made us with two arms, legs, hands, feet and many other parts of our bodies." So if we should lose one it's not the end. But I really understand how you feel with two carotid arteries and one already blocked which puts a big strain on your heart trying to pump blood. Man, I just left the VA hospital yesterday, my ability to walk unassisted just vanished, they gave me Gabapentin and MethylPrednisolone. I feel much better today but still got my gait belt on for my wife to hold on to me. I had to give up working and took Short Term Disability for six months then hang on the rolls for another six months before they consider me resigned. They try to do everything to keep me actively employed. So Allen, remember you are not a stroke survivor alone, most of us are suffering in one way or another with pains for sure. I even picked up my CPAP breathing machine, my snoring is out of control along with stopping breathing. Now that's scary. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GEMartin Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Hey Allen, Most definitely, you are in our prayers and the physicians who are treating you are in our prayers too. Let's find out what the specialist recommends. New treatments, new procedures, new medications, new hope. Please keep us posted. Our Lord Be With You Always!!! Your Friend Always, Jerry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Farrell Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Hi Allen ~ Just read your "does it ever stop", my response is NO not in this life which is temporary. only. My heart goes out to you for you remain as a dart board, as you keep getting poked w/ so many, one after another....But you know what you are a strong lad, after your last episode getting to a phone & all! Just keep on going forward my friend. You can make it! You get strength after all you've been through...My best to you for everything that awaits you in the road ahead....God Bless you Allen. You've been a blessing to me as others with your quick wit & words of wisdom... Happy Thanksgiving! (if you even have it in your part) Happy day!!! Keep us posted in your days ahead... Love as a friend ~ Nancy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AllanWilliams Posted November 28, 2008 Author Share Posted November 28, 2008 Thank you all For your words of wisdom and prayers, truthfully from the bottom of my heart you have all lifted me above the gloom and doom and gave me my positive outlook back. Thank you to all of you Allan PS I honestly do not know how I would manage without you all Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sue in oz Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Mate, Life can sure be shitty sometimes, can't it. Hope you have a calm few days until your appointment & that they can do something to help you & quickly. Try to have a good weekend Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arogers Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Dear Allen, The first year or so it seems like it never gets better. I think I had Bill to the doctor's on a weekly basis the weeks he was home and not in the hospital. Then it was difficult because the first year for his 10/2004 stroke was less than his first year for his 3/2005 stroke. Really, for Bill it was a really rough first two years. You know, it is a lot better to know what you are dealing with than to wonder. I'm glad you found out what caused the blackout..At least the doctors know so they can get you cleaned out! *lease know you are in our prayers and thoughts, Allen. Warmly, Ann Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dstraugh Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Allan, You are a dear friend to many of us. Through all you have experienced you have remained strong and ventured forth. You also are always there for any of us needing support, prayers, and virtual (((hugs))). You are part of my cyber family and always ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mcdube Posted November 30, 2008 Share Posted November 30, 2008 Thank you all For your words of wisdom and prayers, truthfully from the bottom of my heart you have all lifted me above the gloom and doom and gave me my positive outlook back. Thank you to all of you Allan PS I honestly do not know how I would manage without you all That is good news that you have your positive outlook back because that is most probably what has kept you going. Take care sweet man and get better soon. We are cheering for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Pjoy Posted November 30, 2008 Share Posted November 30, 2008 Dear Allan, I just saw your post and am so sorry you are having a bad time of it again!! I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!........big hugs........Joy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilW Posted December 1, 2008 Share Posted December 1, 2008 Thats it Mate shoulders back, chin up keep going ,I know life sux sometimes ,wish you all the best cobber keep those gloves on!- best wishes . :beer: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Le Hermite Posted December 4, 2008 Share Posted December 4, 2008 Hey Allan... Danged if it don't seem that way..... Ya beat off the stroke monster, only to find it has allies waiting for ya in the weeds.... Hey....ya dusted it up once before.......and came out on top.... Go get 'em again..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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