you know after reading some thoughts on some sites i've been doing some thinking myself
what was i supposed to be? or was this meant to be for me?
i try not to reflect on the past as it can be depressing at times thinking of wat has happend and how it has changed my life for-ever and yes i hate the fact that it happend but at the same time im still striving all i can be and try my best every day to meet a new chalenge hmmm seems now a days even the most wat used to be the simplist o
well its still in the 90's outside here but you couldnt tell it by inside the house
im sitting here shivering still
im gonna go to store and get me a eletric blanket
im tired of dis crap freezing all the time
its bad when you lay down and cant even get warm under the cover the cold seems to find away in no matter what
and i allmost got stuck to the toilet seat it was so cold
and no cinder i dont and didnt lick the toilt seat either lol
----By Roderick C. Meredith----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Do you know what events will signal the biggest event of all time
FINALLY AFTER 2 DAYS I TOOK A COUPLE OF BENEDRYLE LAST NIGHT BOUT 7 ISH AND 8 I WAS SOUND ASLEEP
I SLEPT TILL 6 AM THIS MORNING FELT GREAT TO FINALLY GET THE SLEEP I WAS MISSING AND OH BOY U CAN REALLY FEEL THE DIFFERENCE WHEN YOU GET THE CORRECT AMOUNT OF SLEEP
I FEEL LIKE DANCING AGAIN I READ MISS JEAN'S POST TO MY POST ON THIS TOPIC ABOUT THE 5 REALMS OF SLEEP
LOL I THINK I HIT ALL 5 AND THEN SOME WOOO HOO
I FEEL GREAT AND ALIVE AGAIN
WELL TONIGHT WE WERE WATCHING RIPLEYS BELIEVE IT OT NOT AND SAW THIS ONE PART WERE THIS GUY WAS CATCHING EGGS IN HIS MOUTH LOL
SO TRAVIS THE 9 YR OLD BOY OF MY GFS ASKED HEY STAN LETS TRY THAT SO OUT OF A IMPULSESIVE MOMENT I SAID OK GET EGG AND LOL I THREW IT HE MISSED AND LOL EGG WENT ALL OVER THE WINDOW LOL
WAS A MESSY SUBJECT TO CLEAN UP BUT IT WAS PRETTY FUNNY THOUGH
ALLTHOUGH GF DIDNT THINK IT WAS FUNNY AT ALL LOL
im planning a retreat for couple days in the north ga mountains
its gonna be awesome found some log cabins near waterfalls and creeks
comes with jacuzzi and hot tub woooohoooo
i feel myself sinking in depression slowly but surely dangitt
i made the mistake of taking a new pic last night which i did post on this site
in the gallery
and i just looked and stared at the 2 different pics of me of how i use to look as to now i must say its very very disturbing to me alot
i cant stand it now!!
lol i was asked if i was gonna blog about what i did on my very little break so i suppose i will
and no lol there was no skating rink involved this time ok here goes
miss jean proposed to me i said yes we are do in the carribeans very soon to dance the night away and of course miss janice will get my first dance
that is if gary can hold back cinder lol and i went close to where cinder lives i found a bunch and oi mean a boo koo bunch loads of corn my lord no wonder that woman is o
What this World Needs is a Few More Rednecks"
Charlie Daniels, Jack Gavin, Charlie Hayward, Taz DiGregorio
What this world needs is a few more rednecks
Some people ain
well after dinner tonight travis was bored and so was i
my freaking impulesivity kick in high gear and oh boy was that a big azz mistake
lol i got on the trampoline and oh boy was dat a mistake needless to say
lol travis was bouncing all over the place so needless to say i was falling head over heals lol and roplling and tossing and turning
BEFORE INFORMING A WOMAN THAT SHE NEEDS TO LOSE WEIGHT, ASK YOURSELF ONE QUESTION. CAN I ENHANCE MY GENITALIA TO AN ACCEPTABLE AVERAGE SIZE OTHER THAN THAT OF A SMALL IMPOTENT GERBIL ????? ....
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"Simple Man"
I ain't nothin' but a simple man
They call me a redneck I reckon that I am
But there's things going on
That make me mad down to the core.
I have to work like a dog to make ends meet
There's crooked politicians and crime in the street
And I'm madder'n hell and I ain't gonna take it no more.
We tell our kids to just say no
Then some panty waist judge lets a drug dealer go
got me a new toy today hehe haha i got this brand new awesome 15" flat panel monitor today its awesome i can sit back and see everything in comfort now with my feet propped up lol
chat lingo for computer since some say hey cant you dam southern folks spell
well thank you very much we can and some of us are very intelligent to ok heres you a list, we canyt help that the yabks cant figure it out!! haha
1>dat==that
2>dis==this
3>gurl ==girl
4>>wut==what
5>>wat==what
6>ttyl= talk to you later
7>tyvm=thank you very much
8>glu2== good luck to you to
9>brb= be rifgt back
10>roflmao== rolling ob floor laughing my ass
welp after staying up all night didnt go to bed till 3:30am this morning
couldnt sleep but miss jean kept me up yill 2 am so its her fault lol
so i went ta bed like 6 or 7 slept a few hours then we went to lil man;s soccer game boy can dat lil boy run shoot he's fast in and out zoom zoom zoom lol
anyway we left there came home fo awhile chilled talked got some good ole sweet tea watched the tube then back off again took lil man to friends to spend da night off so then me n gf
this is my version of caregiver verse survivor so dont read if u dont wanna get ur lil feelings hurt im not tryin ta hurt feelings here this is jus my view of how i feel so stop reading now or click that white x in the red box on top right of ur screen now if u want
well the way i see it here alot on this site and everywhere else
all the caregivers are like he's not the same man or she's not the same woman well duhhhshit they had a stroke what the hell you exspect put ypurself in their shoes
MY BABY GIRL
WAS THE LIGHT IN MY EYES
MY LOVE FOR HER WAS HARD
FOR A BIG MAN TO DISGUISE
EVERY MORNING I KISSED
HER LITTLE SWEET FACE
AND HER LITTLE HANDS WITH MY BIG FINGERS
GENTLY I'D TRACE
I'D IMAGINE THINGS IN LIFE
SHE'D LIKE TO BECOME
I KNEW SHE'D BE SPECIAL
MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE THAN SOME
I PAINFULLY RECALL THE DAY
I FOUND HER LIFELESS IN BED
I FELT AT THAT MOMENT
GOD WHY CAN'T I BE DEAD
I'M HER DADDY AND PROTECTOR
AND I FEEL I'M TO BLAME
WHY C
this is my version of caregiver verse survivor so dont read if u dont wanna get ur lil feelings hurt im not tryin ta hurt feelings here this is jus my view of how i feel so stop reading now or click that white x in the red box on top right of ur screen now if u want
well the way i see it here alot on this site and everywhere else
all the caregivers are like he's not the same man or she's not the same woman well duhhhshit they had a stroke what the hell you exspect put ypurself in their shoes
MY BABY GIRL
WAS THE LIGHT IN MY EYES
MY LOVE FOR HER WAS HARD
FOR A BIG MAN TO DISGUISE
EVERY MORNING I KISSED
HER LITTLE SWEET FACE
AND HER LITTLE HANDS WITH MY BIG FINGERS
GENTLY I'D TRACE
I'D IMAGINE THINGS IN LIFE
SHE'D LIKE TO BECOME
I KNEW SHE'D BE SPECIAL
MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE THAN SOME
I PAINFULLY RECALL THE DAY
I FOUND HER LIFELESS IN BED
I FELT AT THAT MOMENT
GOD WHY CAN'T I BE DEAD
I'M HER DADDY AND PROTECTOR
AND I FEEL I'M TO BLAME
WHY C
dont look back! the past is the past theres nothing you can do to change what has been done, yes we have had a life changing experience but you have to move foward there is life after stroke there is life after all major life changing experience's but you cant let the past judge on how or can you still survive or
can you make it,
oh yes you can make it!! now i know there will be those days of depression and days you dont feel good, but hell all people go threw this even those who hav
laughter is good for your health and soul so just laugh
i laugh at allmost anything i mean lol anything but i have been told though i have a wierd since of humor to , lol like with my first wife one day we the family were goin out to eat and me and my daughter were behind my wife at the time she tripped and just kept on rolling on and on rolling down this very little hill in the front yard all the way down to the flower box i built, i couldnt help it i busted out laughing she finally stopped
