experienced a terrible weekend. I find it really bothersome easily I become overwhelmed by the simplest things. First my cell phone went on the blink. Now never having had a cell phone until 2 years ago I didn
Well today it a so hard to come into work. I felt real down and knew there was nothing for me to do except sit and feel down. But I must say I do sit feel down like a true professional depressed person should. I can stare at my computer screen for hours and hours. However today I spent the first four hours of the day reading blogs I do believe I
Special thnks to all those at stroke net who care enough to let you know their thinking about your problems and even go so far as to offer insightful help. I'm still fighting the depression but I just want people to know their thoughts and advice are greatly apprciated. Ireally don't know whedre I woul be without stroke net. I think I know but I won't go there. As far as ny depression goes I'm not even sure the stroke is the main cause I think I was depressed a long time before my stroke I just
After having completing 2 weeks of electro convulsive therapy for depression I really thought my moods would be lighter and more positive. But such is not the case I
od old nightmares. At least in the nightmares I sort of knew what was going on and what was good and what was bad. Now the dreams are all confused interactions between me and people I haven
Well here it is only 3 days until my 56th birthday and I sit here at work typing a letter to my closest friend my blog. I guess things could be worse. Christ thing can always be worse they are only things and have no real connection with like except in the relationship of 1 plus 1 equals 2. I didn
As a Friend reminded me yesterday you come a long way why not enjoy just a little back sliding. You know Pam your wit and wisdom have seen me through some pretty dark days, so in tribute to you and all the other wonderful folks at strokenet I
Well this morning, for the first time since having my stroke, I asked myself if by going through this crap we call recovery I had become a better person because of my brain attack. Ok Ok don
Got them blues again... Boy my depression has really gotten worse in the past couple of months. My shrink tells me the depression is all attributable to my stroke but that
