she works hard for the $
I have been working at my job part time since May of this year which was only 5 months after my stroke. I feel like I rushed into working because I need to pay bills and feel useful. i had just graduated from my cane the day before i started. Way to soon for me to go back. i was so scared i was going to die at work when i started. i thought "oh God no, please dont let these people be the last people i see before i die". but i kept going.
My employer was great at first, letting me gradually increase my hours a day and maintain a part time schedule, and even keep my work simple and low energy. Now, five months later and I feel like nothing has changed except my workload. I feel like I have a full time workload and I’m exhausted after work. I can’t exercise to get stronger and stay with my physical therapy plan; I can’t even do any of the necessary household chores after work. I’m also noticing an increase in headaches; now that I am working like I worked pre stroke I have a headache every day and I don’t want to take medicine every day. It’s too much and I don’t know what to do. How do I say enough? I cannot go any further. I truly feel like there is no way for me to slow down if I keep this job. It requires so much from me and I am at my breaking point.
ugh I feel like I am being a Negative Nancy and i just want to give up!
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