Hello all again,

It's nearly 3:04pm, I took my mom to see my grandma's doctor, and get a few more diapers, bed sheets from the pharmacy near the hospital. The guy at the pharmacy has told us some cruel stories about not caring children for their elders, and some even saying this irritating phrases "my mom's not going to get better anyway, I don't want to buy this, oh you are recommending this airbed just because you want to make good profit, right mr.pharmacist?"...what the heck? people are really mad....crazy....this guy was helping me out with my seperated shoulder, and now he's trying to help us with my grandma's equipment...of course he's selling stuff, but he knows stuff, that's why he's recommending new stuff to his customers, for the better sake of their patients that is...anyway...he was a funny guy..he is...

The doctor said we should try the swallow test, but only with potato puree, or apple puree, and see if grandma can swallow. So it's a trial and error test... =(( but guess what happened, grandma had eaten her first yoghurt via a teaspoon...it was great, it was hard...

Her face looks really alive now, and she kept her head still while we made her sit in her bed, legs lying on the bed...she has her massage every hour to everypart of her body, thanks to the nurse...she's a hard worker lady, the nurse...

Grandma was confused by my questions it seemed, she did an upside down V with her eyebrows and an open hand gesture with her left hand...she meant "how can I know Cagin?, I don't know" I guess...she was really confused today...I told her she was in her own house in Alsancak (name of the district the apartment is at), and she did that "I dunno" gesture again... =( we don't know if she's capable of understanding us...that kills me really sometimes...not knowing...but anyway, she and us, we are giving our best fight...must be strong...

healthy and happy days to all of you out there.

PS: I will try and join the wednesday evening chat, if there's one tonight, I'll look and see.

Kind regards,

Cagin