Court was this morning to settle child support issues and i was really nervous which as most of us know only makes our symptoms worse. But just before court i called my dear, dear mother, just to hear a calm, friendly and caring voice. She helped me immensely. Thank the Universe for moms. Anyway, nothing was settled as my ex (the accountant) had no idea what i had paid her or even what i owed her so she asked for a continuance. This works out well for me 'cause my medical future has not been settled yet. So... the new court date has been set for January 16. I have an important appointment with my cardiologist and Jan 8 and should have a much better idea of what is happening going forward.

It was really interesting for me to see what stress does to me now however. My speech was very halting, my pain levels immediately went way up, and i was literally shaking. But i settled down, handled the courtroom and got through it.

Then my daughter called me and that made me very happy! She let me know that everything was going well and that she loved and missed me.... Gosh we humans are strange beings.

I don't know what i am going to do with the rest of the day..., maybe just a couple of good movies or something.

Cheers,

Dean