I think all of this is I felt the same way about her stroke and her visual impairments those of us that have it.

I do understand the challenge of staying positive you could try meditation or putting on your favorite music.

I'm praying for you my friend I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave and make your frustrations go away revolve face those days it is a struggle but you're the only one that can pushed out of the way push through and no there is sunshine behind those clouds.

Ranting is good for the soul once in awhile and you know all of us will support you in any way we can I'm sending positive energy your way.

Jay

Hey I been intending to ask you if you still hear from your husband and kids and has he been wanting to come back your way????....

Hey I been intending to ask you if you still hear from your husband and kids and has he been wanting to come back your way????....

 I do hear from him and we are great friends but that ship has sailed for us. Since my stroke, the person I know I am isn't the same person who he fell in love with and visa versa.. ( i hope that makes sense)

I think all of this is I felt the same way about her stroke and her visual impairments those of us that have it. I do understand the challenge of staying positive you could try meditation or putting on your favorite music. I'm praying for you my friend I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave and make your frustrations go away revolve face those days it is a struggle but you're the only one that can pushed out of the way push through and no there is sunshine behind those clouds. Ranting is good for the soul once in awhile and you know all of us will support you in any way we can I'm sending positive energy your way. Jay

Love your sent positive energy

and update: After  ate I felt better  

Often how it works after a little rant.  Get it out of our system and move on with the day.  Hoping you had a good day with your son and ex.

virtual hugs from the other side of the globe. 

Hang tuff lady you got spirit.....

try and keep "this too shall pass" as my main theme.  weather and attitude will change

It is reassuring to me that a positive and supportive person like you can have such a rant. I like your spirit and your honesty.