• entries
    29
  • comments
    130
  • views
    11,561

A visit to the doctor and good / bad news


scottm

1,016 views

The wife and I went to the doctors yesterday as a followup to our annual checkups. She got her results first and it was better than good. I opined that she was now assured of out surviving me. That got me the hairy eyeball and a 'we'll get to you in a minute' from the doc. Anyway, she is in excellent health and all her numbers are good.

 

Now he gets to me and starts with 'you have challenges that cause me to reexamine you a lot'.

OK, that's not how I wanted him to start.

Then he runs down my history and finishes with 'and your brain is a minefield of all the plaque that was in you coronary arteries before they knocked it loose.'

This is going down hill fast...

Then the zinger, For someone who has been through what I have I am physically very healthy. My cholesterol is 145 BP is high but controlled, all my enzymes and other lab measures are good or better. EKG has a barely noticeable extra pulse on it, doc declares my heart sound and assures my wife barring the unforeseen asteroid strike we should survive a while yet.

 

Oh yes, the bad part. When he finished complementing us on my recovery I asked him a simple question that I'm used to getting very nonspecific answers to. "Given my recovery to date and the improvements I've made, can I expect my cognitive function to improve? I feel like I've hit the wall there."

 

He looked me straight in the eye and said "No, that part of the brain is gone but it will keep trying to rewire and you'll continue to adapt". So I got a direct answer from my primary that all the specialists dance around. My body will continue to strengthen, even my spastic right arm and I will continue to adapt both physically and mentally. As I used to say in rehab when I could suddenly accomplish some task, "I'll take it."

6 Comments


Recommended Comments

Exactly right SweeetMom, we all have to accept what is ahead of us and go on as cheerfully as we can. 

 

Hey Scott, stick around for a while eh?

Link to comment

Scott :

 

I m glad atleast one doctor has courage to tell you the truth  instead of giving you false hope which makes you think oh I will be happy when my left hand start working, I think once you accept & start living life to your fullest. stroke just becomes speed bump in our life's journey. I know acceptance is most serene place in your life's journey.

 

Asha

Link to comment

Maybe I'm crazy but I can't really see the bad news in this.  You now know where you stand and so long as you expect it to be slow and hard work anything more you get from this point is a bonus.  If this is the first time the Drs have had to guts to tell you this then I'm sorry to hear that.  I don't get why they hate telling us this truth.  just remember though that improvement stops when you stop working for it.  It was once I reached that conclusion that I have been able to get back to living as the person I am now, which includes lots of hard work on the stuff I'm not giving up on yet as well as lots of fun stuff.

 

Take it and run with it. Life is for living

-Heather

Link to comment

Heathber,

Bad news is a relative thing. The past year plus has had doctors telling my wife I would make a full recovery. She now understands that what she/we consider a full recovery is different from what the doctors call a full recovery. I'd say I'm doing pretty good at this point considering where I started from. I have my deficits as we all do but I'm able to reason out workarounds, granted slowly, but I can function on a daily level with minor assistance. So the wife saw that as bad news but only because someone verbalized what we already knew to be true. Now I can yell I LIKE MUSTARD with impunity which had become a bit of a family joke about my sometimes over-stimulated brain and the confusion that can cause me.

Link to comment

Scott, it seems all good news. You have a doctor like mine, who speaks the truth, and I love it

 

My new word for this Year is HOPE!   I have this by been here, having a loving family, knowing that I need to keep up eating right, doing my walking, keep fit class, and just thinking postive.

 

Wishing you and your family the best!  Like Heather said, live your life and Enjoy 

 

Yvonne

Link to comment
Guest
Add a comment...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.