I feasted at a casino buffet on thanksgiving with family and friends.
I loved time with family. I felt more distant from friends.
My new normal is being a patient.
I need this after blood found in a stool screening.
I must be put under for it.
I am afraid.
I need a D and C they say. I wonder if all this fuss is necessary.
I worry about risk of going under to screen for cancer. But I must fight.
I am scared.
I have not been on here for a while. I got addicted to an online game. I am glad I own my time again.
The RFA helped but pain increases.
Now concern is that someone will touch it.
I hate being a patient. I miss my old life so badly. I cry. Inconsolable wasted tears. That is over.
But things are hard.
I just needed to come here.