I never felt so much rejection in my life. I don't ask for much and I give everything I have emotionly and physically. My husband rejects every idea I have regarding my life. I can't get a job due to all the rejection that I get. My dad, he rejects me in every way he can (dad, i lost 7 pounds..too bad you'll gain it all back). My mom rejects me when she doesn't feel good. I am not use to rejection. I have always done anything and everything I can for everyone. It use to be ok. I got praise, I got promotions, I got love.....now I get nothing but negative comments and pushed away. I don't think I am that bad of a person. I try as hard as I can to please everybody, but I can't please anybody. I know I seem negative today, but this is honestly the way I feel. I feel rejected all the time. Even my "friends" from Phoenix have nothing to do with me anymore. That bothers me........I didn't do anything to them, I did what I had to do. I guess that isn't good for them. I know I shouldn't post this, but I will....someday I will look back at it and laugh....well, maybe not laugh, I will reject it and call myself stupid.....anyway time to get on with my day now...........