Ok so I have had time and read my past blogs. I am starting to sound whiny and depressed. I guess I have a lot on my mind. I have a past problem that is haunting me right now, as it does every once in awhile. Not really a problem or really haunting me, just on my mind a lot lately. Sometimes we make mistakes in life. Not that it was a mistake, it just happened.

Anyway, that's in the past and I need to concentrate on the future. I have been so self absorbed and depressed, that I forgot who I am and what I am doing. I am a good person with a full plate. Yes, most of the time I am happy with the way things are. But there are times when I am frustrated more than anything. My husband is getting better, he only complains about being here 4 days a week now instead of 7. That is a big progress. My best friends are getting separated...that sucks! It just seems that life is changing. Nothing stays the same. Most of it is good.

I am really not depressed, I just sound like it. I have been really hard on myself lately. I am working on it. I just need to relax. At least I have finally lost some weight. I need another pet. Like sea monkeys or something so that I can just sit there and watch them and relax. Maybe I will get another frog or betta fish. So many decisions.....I think I will go shopping! That always makes me feel better.

Enough for now............I love all my friends!!!!!!! You know who you are!!!!!!!