I am meeting with my union rep this Thursday. He is the one that is going to defend my case at the arbitration hearing the 19th. Almost every nite I dream about it when I sleep. Last nite I was at the hearing and the place was packed FULL of people (co-workers) and I was trying to find my neurologist but she founf me and stood next to me. She was holding my hand. I felt very reassured by her support. I don't how it will be at the heaaring. I'll probably get an idea on Thursday. I'm feeling strange like walking on unfamiliar ground, unkown territory. I hope things turn for the BEST.