I woke up this morning and said to myself "today is the first day of your life". Wow, I have had a lot of those lately. I broke down last night, both emotionly and mentally. I feel much better this morning. It's funny how a little crying and yelling can make you feel better. I never have anything profound to blog about, but it makes me think when I go back and read it.

I thought alot about the meaning of life lately. What is life really? It is something we all have to do. God has his plans for us and sometimes they don't make sense. But who are we to question our great creator? Unless you believe we envolved from monkeys, but then who created the monkeys? Anyway that is another subject for another day. I guess I have too much thought time these days.

Anyway, back to the meaning of life.........When someone finds the answer, please let me know. I am not down today. Actually, except for a headache, I feel pretty good. Dad would say my headache is from that time of month, that I don't have, since I no longer have any female organs. That is another subject....just because I no longer have female organs, does that make me an it........hmmmmm....guess I will run that around my mind today.

Mom is doing ok, but she is very fragile. I have never seen her fragile. She was always the strong one. I watch myself from a distance when I deal with her. I am so patient and caring. I never knew I had that in me. I never had children to take of, so I guess it is my motherly instint that takes over when I care for her. Which brings me back to my previous questions about female organs......

Well that is all I have for now, but I am sure I will be back later today for more blogging, as I am going shopping today. Hopefully I can find some sea monkeys in this tiny town, but if I don't I guess a betta fish will be my new pet......I know I can get those at Walmart.....Maybe I'll get a male and a female and breed them.....What a new hobby....More things to add to my already busy day.........