Well I'm doing well today. Can't say that for yesterday. I had my 1st bout with emotional crying. I couldn't control myself.

I spent all day yesterday in town shopping for a dress that I could wear to the Valentines banquet at our church this Sat. I wanted something that I could also use for my neices wedding and for Easter (that is if I can still fit in it by then). I went to Sears but they didn't have anything that I particularly liked. I then went to our local Bealls store and discovered that they DO NOT have a maternaty department. But I did find the preatest dress there. I got it a couple sizes larger than what I now wear, hoping it will last until after Easter at least.

My last stop was Wal-Mart. I found the cutiest camaflouge outfit on the cleareance rack for babies. It was for a 12 month old. But I figure sizes alway's seem to run small for my kids so I picked it up along with a couple cute bibs. I just new Lee would really like them. He's convinced this baby is a boy and since he love's to hunt I thought he would get a huge kick out of the outfit for his "son".

When I got home and showed him the outfit and bibs he said "It's too early to start buying baby clothes, DON'T DO THAT EVER AGAIN!" I was heart broken. I began to cry and as much as I tried I couldn't stop. Lee said he was sorry. That he wasn't mad but that we just don't have the storage room for baby clothes yet. Last week he made the comment that he thought he was more excited about this pg than I was. So I reminded him of what he had said and told him that when I did show the least bit of excitment by buying that outfit he got MAD at me. I felt I couldn't win for losing. He said over and over that he was not MAD. He begged me to stop crying. Said it wasn't good for me or the baby. But I couldn't.

I went to bed early and feel better today. But I have the outfit and bibs along with the recipt in a sack and am going to return them to the store on Fri. All they will be to me now is a reminder of the disapointment I felt yesterday.

I also had the rest of my blood work done yesterday. The tech that took the blood said it was the "standard work-up for pregnancy" He told me "Congrats, Your as pregnant as you can get"

Well that's it for now. God Bless!!!