Last Friday I rec'd a letter from my union rep that the next arbitration hearing for my work situation will be held on December 6th. The reason that they needed a second hearing is because I have been very depressed since this whole nonsense and hassle in regards to my job. The problem is that they DO NOT want the trouble of relocating me so they are making it extremely difficult on me, not to mention my neurologist who attended the first hearing and got the "works". I feel nauseous just thinking about it and so EMBARRASSED

I've been waiting patiently. I have been assessed by employer psychiatrist (Sept.8th) and it has taken this much time to get word that the report is ready in my file at my GP office. She is aware that I need a copy for my defense but has not had the time today to give the secretary permission to give me a copy. I am so tired of waiting, it's making me SICK and more depressed. I just can't wait until my life has some resemblance of "normal". I feel vulnerable and my emotional balance is on shaky ground. When will it end? !