Dear Diary,

my family seems to have completely fallen apart and separated since Dad died.

no one talks to anyone.

no one calls.

no one emails friendly things or conversation.

no one is attached any longer.

i don't know if it's because we are all still dealing with the loss of such a sweetie, the void in the day/routine, the disagreements in the planning of funeral/burial or even the financial issues that arise as a result of death.

i was friendless before... now i'm famlie-less. i know that's not a word.

any way. i hope we pass this point soon. i miss Dad AND i'm lonely.