Life on Train Tracks
Since are be is stroke, I am feel have be live on train track. Every one day am just for wait is for train is hit again is me. My worst ones be is speak, forgets, tire, leg be dead is. I have make are many of fire from is forget. Have burn pot, frypan, kettle, floor, wall, mat, self. Am fall 2-3 time of each week be is. Am tire of be every day is afear. Am make is decide. ...stop is Aspirin.... stop is Diovan. ...stop is wear for seatbelt. ...want for walk is alone self...I am go. ...want for go is park is alone self...I am go. ...want for go do for mayhaps be is some to fall... I do what is want. Have is more go bad chest pain, arm pain is two morning. I am keep my ownself this is my one for know. I am decide is die....is die. If I am die of this way be is...my marry one man and my child ones is get is insur money. I am not for think of suicide is go for be right. I am leave is for is what happen...happen. First one time since be of stroke is for go feel is have is my own for decide my life be is. To think of live for to be ever is this way is be is make depress. To think of mayhaps one of day the fall, fire, forget is make for my own one be die....some one thing for to hope. Can not for go to talk this one is be my own on doctor is....he for go is lock in nut house. Peace....mine now....
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