:head_hurts: I am feeling so down my new desk at work is so unchallenging it leaves me feeling constantly drained and useless. I was formerly a sales representative now I'm in administration basically co-ordinating in house info for the reps who are out in the trade.I guess being so close to where I'm coming from gives me a constant reminder of what was. Not to mention that this desk comes with a 45% pay cut :head_hurts: All in all at least I still have a paying job in that sense I'm grateful/thankful.

As if having the stroke wasn't bad enough having no money with a new kid sucks.

I feel as if I'm inside a building watching every thing else and every body else getting on with the business of getting on and I'm just isolated and getting left behind.