Today, other than the heat, was a really good day for me. My right hand for the first time closed and opened on command, definite advancement. I went for a walk this evening, my girl Sally (shes a black lab) stayed pretty much right by my side, chased a little rabbit across the road into the woods, and I managed to make it all the way out of the driveway down the first piece of our road. I am trying to get back into the mainstream of life, but still not really ready for alot of people around me. I get stressed with alot of noise, am scared of getting into heavy fast traffic, and even though I no longer drive, I am scared with even my family at the wheel. I am going to get over this - I know - it's just a matter of time to get my brain in line.The one thing I can say though, for all the past years there are probably alot of people in my community that have said "I always knew she had a problem with alchohol," - you see, I have always had a good sense of humour and liked laughing at life, and there were many that thought I was just plain nuts. After I had this stroke, I have lost my speech, (lucky for many), and my words come out really slurred - sounds like I have been drinking a whole bunch - so for those who know me, love me, and know that I don't drink - we finally have pulled a good one! I know there are quite a few of you out there that have shown your love and support - thank-you - for you I will get back to my old self - I owe you that much - thanks for being there!