10/28/06

I'm so distraught over this. I cry every day, wondering how he is and when I'll get to talk to him again. I'm so angry because of what was taken away from us so soon, after it was just found. I want to be with him so badly. Money is keeping that from happening. My heart is breaking. I know it's not wise but I'm seriously considering taking my Social Security money so I can be with him. He has no one near him. His son left yesterday. I wish there was a simple solution to bring us together.