I've gone almost two whole days without crying. However, just thinking about you brings a lump to my throat. I'm at work and missing how you used to talk to me on MSN Messenger. And I know you miss all your kitties. One of your buddies is taking really good care of them for you. I'm going to print out some photos I took of them and mail them to you. I'm hoping that won't make you sad. I just love the one I got of you kissing Mama kitty. I had no idea how special that photo would be. I regret not taking more of you instead of the beautiful scenery that you showed me. I hope one day that we can, again, walk along the beach and hold hands. Or at least go to the coffee shop. I want us to make many more happy memories. I want you to be happy again, too. It breaks my heart to know how sad you are right now. But just remember that this time will pass. Just be strong for us and lean on me when you're feeling unable to continue. I will always be there for you and love you. Well baby, I'd better go for now. Don't want to be crying at work.