I've had lots of good revelations this week...spent some time really focusing on the pains I have felt and how to move past them. THe sessions I have been in were wonderful and I found something useful in every session to help me heal more. I can't go into it...too much and probably just too personal to share but I realize that at this point in time I don't have to sit in the place of pain any more. While feeling that hurt and pain may have served me in the first few months after the break up, I am at a point now where it doesn't serve me...it now inhibits me from that last bit of living I want to do. It also inhibits me from being fully there for my new relationship. I've always been honest about that with her and she has been very patient about that as well. Now I'm ready to let go of the old stuff and really give myself to my new future more fully.

I may still hurt at some level, probably always, but I'm choosing now to let it all go so it doesn't own my life any more.

I'll be back on occasion...but not in the near future as I just need some time and space. But I'll be back to give y'all updates! As I learned this week in my sessions, "I'm not saying NO to you, but YES to me!"

Feel free to reach me via PM or email option here, or simply email me feel free to contact me through my PM. It is hard for me to read threads, and it has been for awhile, but that doesn't mean I don't want to hear from people themselves...!!! All of my love my dear friends...!!!

XOXOXO