feelings
here i am again
still caring for mom
been crying a lot lately
miss my freedom
then feel guilty for that
resent my mom for having a stroke and turning my life upside down
selfish i know but it is a feeling i have
desperate for someone to give me a break
desperate for someone to see that i am starting to crack
desperate for things to go back to the way they were
desperate to wake up one morning and hear my mom say my name
desperate not to be so tired anymore
this is my life now
has been for over a year
i don't seem to be getting any better at accepting this
gotta figure out a way soon
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