I hate pain. I am usually very pain tolerant but today was very different. I almost actually lost my breathe a few times cuz the pain in my back was so intense. Unfortunately nothing has helped it yet. I have a doc appt. tomorrow so maybe if it is still acting up I will get something for it. I was told to take an over the counter pain med but for pain like this, IT ISN"T GOING TO WORK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate being governed by what my body feels like it is going to do or behave on a given day. I just want to be able to be the way I was before, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Yep, I just growled. Well, I am off to bed. Hopefully I will be able to sleep with all of this pain. The really pathetic thing is that I can't let my mom know cuz then she will think I am weird. I know that is really stupid.

Becky from Chicago