Heartache vs. Hope
For those who only like to read upbeat happy blogs, you may as well stop reading right now. For this will not be an everything is rosy blog but rather a cry of anguish from a broken heart. Stroke sucks. It robs a couple of life as they knew it and turns the relationship on end. But with stroke somehow there is always hope. There is always room for improvement. There is always a new life to be built. But when vascular dementia enters the picture it seems that even hope is taken from you. You are no longer able to believe that the future will bring better things because reality is that the dementia is progressive and will only get worse. It is, for the spouse, the realization that the person who loved and cared for you has been snatched away and been replaced with a soulless monster.
Harsh you say. Unkind even. You have not walked in my shoes. The man I loved has not so slowly disappeared. I wonder sometimes if his soul has not left his body and is now enjoying the joys of joining his parents in heaven. I hope so somehow even if that does not line up with anyone
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