what to do when the only person you trusted betrays you what do you do

he lied cheated need i say more

i feel old ugly and stupid

i just dont get it when i was well this didn't happen but now things just keep happening and its hard to even care anymore

whats wrong with me that i was so stupid

what did i do to deserve that

i just found out yesterday his sister was mad at him so she sent me a pic of her

that was the worst

to see that and find out everyone knew but me

sat in front of me and never said anything then hit me with that after he left town and i was driving

i almost crashed the car

i had to stop and vomit

i slept with him this weekend and she was a whore he picked up

how do i go for a aids test

should i even bother

ive been up all night and smoking i quite 1 year ago

just try to hurt myself i guess

ill stop smoking today

im trying not to flip out

i have his clothes in a pile and i want to burn them

i dont know what ill do

will i burn them or worse

im so very angry

bitter

why

i love him so much

sherry