Being a chistian is a copout. Dont get mad Ill explain. I was rushed to the er I had a stroke There were 3 of us w/ strokes 1 is in pain the other 2 are in paradise W/ God. Im awake because of pain and going in for surgery in the morning I should be a sleep but awake w/ pain. But Im lucky. I lost my job Im broke almost sure woodworking is a thing of the past I cant walk and work my dogs or train the others I was training a passion of mine all my plans and dreams gone and Im lucky. The other 2 in paradise and me in pain and broke and Im lucky. That sounds dumb. But think about it I have beautiful wife who has been my side taking care of my every need I KNOW she in it for better or worse The worse she has made better I know she is there for me, never in my adult life has there someone I could count on like her and I got Kelly. See I told you Im lucky. See Im lucky Ive been telling you that. And all it took was a copout. It was all to much for me and overwelming I was giving up and alittle prayer asking for the Lord to step in and it was done He has taken over why because I asked. Ask for forgivness just try to be better and youll get what you need and somtimes what you want.The Lord gave me vision and I have now seen how lucky I am. The Lord has made me truely see show good I got it and how I might slirr my words limp forget almost everything But Im the man! I got the prettyest wife in town and the most careing , she is beautiful inside a heart of gold When we go out to eat shell make heads turn and she is watching out me for at all times like Im her world and even cuts my meat. What man has it like that. I do. Am so very lucky. All it took to see that was a little prayer and not only to I have Kelly by my side but the lord has the other side and both our backs Its easy, just copout when it gets to much turn your will over to God and Bam God takes over and you see how lucky you are. I did and you can too. Now that we both know how easy it is to copout and for God to take over and know how lucky we are Im goting to bed. I have God awake and watching over me.Good night May God bless you keep and shine His light upon you. May you get the spirit so you too may see.