I'm finally back.
I've been lost in all my confusion and dispare.
I've been able to finally let go and I'm ok.
I'm finally able to get on with living. All the test from August came back fine and I thank God for that!
I weather that one and am forever thankful.
I have changed my thought process and will not blame myself for getting sick. I took a while to convince myself that his actions were his problem and not because I was damaged from the stroke. Discusting and ugly. It was his problem, he chose to run off and run around and he has to live with his decision.
As for me I'm ok I am a survivor.
We all are survivors and we are stong. We are not damaged and we deserve respect and love. ( and we should all demand the best for ourselves) This was a hard jorney for me but I would not change a thing. I made it and came out a better stronger woman for it.
2009 my wishes
everyone peace, happiness, good friend, and lots of laughter
for myself to keep learning about me and to smile every day
Thanks for hearing me