It is what it is, and you are who you are. It's normal, but talk about an emotional roller coaster! Love you.........

hey Wes:

when I saw pessimist comments I was going to redirect you to our newest blogger on the block. as Kathy said in her blog our attitude is our paintbrush with that we color our lives, & we can decide which way we will coloe our life's canvas. I did enough of whyme crap that now I am happy doing why not me & making most out of my second chance. I hope & pray you choose right colors for your life's canvas.

Asha

I can see where one can have any or all of those feelings. Some days more so than others but when it comes right down to the bottom line, if we want to live any kind of life regardless to our circumstances, we are the only one that can choose what gives us peace. Things happen and we can become bitter or we can become better! I am very proud of your resolve to continue to improve in spite of the doubts that arise.

Love you

Mom

Wes,

Don't count yourself out just yet. A good place to start would be to start thinking more optimistically. You'd be amazed at how many of us go on to live very full productive lives, but it really does start with your attitude. This is really no picnic and I can't argue that one. You're right you can't undo it and you have to move forward so you have a choice. You can be miserable and stagnate or choose to smile, try to do your best with what you have, and enjoy life. The second option certainly sounds better to me especially since you don't know what you may find that way, and the first is certain misery.

Hope to see your smiling face around the board,

Maria :friends: