During the year of 1984 I purchased my first computer, it was a Commie 64, I used a Sony Trinitron TV as a monitor, I used cassette tapes to load programs and I also bought a Modem. 300 BAUD.

My first messages were about what I speak of here, I caused an uproar in those early, pre-world wide web days. My first message ever over the modem was comparing god and the boogie man, both are used to scare kids, I had no idea of what type of reply I would receive. I was in for a shock, I figured that since I would be dealing with a more intelligent type that no one would become bent at my words, wrong.

Since that period, many debates lasting months and years, I am still at it. I have been called everything you can possible think of and by some fairly intelligent people, one a staff writer for the Wall Street Journal, but he was mostly on my side on most issues, it was Ross Perot that he could not handle. He even flew to Phoenix to take me to the premiere movie, The God's Must Be Crazy and a year later flew in again for The God's Must Be Crazy II.

Right here in front of me I have an unopened DVD titled, What The Bleep, I keep meaning to watch it, after all it is about new ideas from what I have been told.

Way back in my young adulthood I went searching for god, after all I was born and raised in this land and from my early childhood, I was told about god by almost everyone, so I figured that there must be one, I just needed to figure out what type of entity we humans were dealing with. Oh, back then I had no clue that we humans are a species of animal but lo, it's true.

I am thinking, god loves his creations but then the facts don't add up, a child in an automobile accident flying through the windshield, losing its head, some kind of loving god allows stuff like it.

I then figured out that if I could create some little life forms in my image, would I want them to worship me? Of course they would not be half as smart as their creator. Would I get any satisfaction from being worshipped? No, none. Would I send to eternal punishment anything that I created, ever? Of course not, everyone knows that recycling is the thing, only a very cruel beast would punish anything.

Peace people, your worst comments are salve to my brain, I have no ego.

I did have a stroke, I did recover 100%, I also took an active part in my healing process, rewiring my brain and I made it better than it was before, I am still ambidextrous, I can balance myself on either foot for a good while, I once again eat breakfast in the late afternoon.

Today is a great day to die but then again any time is.

Rod Williams