ONE MONTH TODAY
ONE MONTH TODAY
It's been a month today since you went away
I miss you being by my side
I miss everything about you
The way you would tilt your lil head to let me know
you always seemed to know exactly what I was saying
I miss your unconditional love and understanding
I could type and type and NEVER be able to cover
how very special you were to me
I never could have children, Harley, but God gave you to me
and you were the best "Son" I could ever had been blessed with
The tears just won't stop
The sadness just won't go away
I am trying to be strong
I try to be grateful for the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years we did have together
I thank God daily, all through the day, for the happiness and memories we made together and I cling to those to get me through the rough spots.
I just wanted more
I guess it just wasn't in God's plan
I hurt Harley
I know you will always be in my heart, mind and soul
I just loved you so
but, I know you knew that
You brought so much joy, laughter, healing and love into my life
I thank you for that.
Thank you my precious lil boy for loving me. Your memories will live on forever.... If it hadn't been for my Brain Stem Stroke and the "RX" from my Cardiologist, Dr. "C" .... you would never have been part of our family.
You were such a faithful blessing to me and I thank God for YOU. Enjoy Heaven and know one day we will be together again. You are whole again and running and enjoying yourself and out of pain. God is watching over you and I know you are in good hands.
Love, Your Mommy xoxo
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