Well it has been a month now since we lost Brown Sugar. I still miss him very much, but it is getting easier as each day goes by. Little Fudge is growing fast, she is over 18 pounds now and is 16 weeks old. She helps fill the hole in my heart and is helping Kahlua get over the loss of Brown Sugar.

My heart continues to get worse and they have moved up my Doctor appointment to this coming Monday with the new heart Doctor. I am hoping he will be able to treat it without many problems. It is preventing me from doing some of my exercises and I don't want to lose what I have gotten back so far.

I went to the pain doctor this week and I got 5 shots in my neck to try and help ease the muscle pain that causes some of my headaches. Hopefully it will do some good.