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Please don't think the press has gone to my head. I actually missed my first tv interview which aired this passed Monday. I was in my kitxhen trying desperately to prepare dinner...I'm not soo int me; just thought I'd share. Hope you like. It will appear in Pulse Magazine; the next issue I think...

 

Stroke Shock: When the Doctor Become a Patient

 

By Maryann Brinley

 

 

“I remember thinking, ‘I’m in bed in a neurosurgical intensive care unit and I’m not the doctor doing the rounds. I’m a patient and the other patients around me look pretty crummy.’”

 

A stroke expert in the UMDNJ-New Jersey Medical School Department of Neurosurgery, Oriana Cornett, MD, was two months from completing her seven-year-long, endovascular neurosurgical residency in April 2010. She was 37, had normal blood pressure, no personal or genetic history of heart disease or diabetes and no warning signs of the catastrophe that would alter the course of her life.

 

Cornett had been so healthy that in Manhattan, where she lived with her husband, they would often run six and a half miles in Central Park. Yet, there she was in an ICU on a Friday evening – after a day in which time had stood nearly still while a cryptogenic stroke played weird, wild havoc in the right side of her brain. Cryptogenic? That means a “big I-don’t-know” kind of stroke, Cornett explains. “It was an M1 occlusion. Sixty to seventy percent of the time, an M1 occlusion in someone as young as I am is a killer.”

 

Looking back on the experience during an interview in her office in the Doctors’ Office Center, Cornett is upbeat. An optimist, she laughs at the irony of a stroke doctor having a stroke. She has spent the last year working hard to regain movement on her left side and doing stroke research back at work. “I’ve learned a whole lot about having a stroke but I don’t recommend having one.” She props up her left leg on the desk. She wears a brace above her sneaker. Her left hand is a work in progress. “I’ve recovered my face, which gives me a lot of hope because my face was severely affected. My patients used to ask, ‘Am I going to be okay, Doc?’ I would say, ‘I hope so but I don’t really know.’ The stroke has given me a whole different perspective.”

 

Here’s what happened on that Friday. Cornett had been scheduled to be at a meeting in the angiography suite at UMDNJ-University Hospital at 7 a.m. “I wake up and see that it’s 8:08 a.m. I’m late. I’m never late, especially for this regular conference which was the favorite part of my week. The residents can ask all the questions we normally couldn’t cover in a busy week.” Routinely run NJMS associate professor and program director Charles J. Prestigiacomo, MD, and assistant professor Chirag Gandhi, MD, the Friday morning meetings were “something I loved.” At home, she hops out of bed and hurries to the bathroom. Reaching for toilet paper, her left hand doesn’t work. Then it’s her leg. In the mirror, “my face is all snarly and I think, ‘This can’t be good.’” She falls to the bathroom floor. This stroke doctor isn’t thinking stroke.

 

She tells her husband, “Something is wrong with me. I can’t walk.” Yet, she refuses to let him call for help, insisting, “I’m the doctor here. I know what I’ve got and it’s not a stroke. Go to work.” He helps her back to bed and she recalls, “I made him leave saying, ‘You know, honey, I think I’ve got this thing called GBS. I’ll be fine.’” She’s not fine.

 

Meanwhile, she explains, “There is a feature of some strokes called neglect. This is a right brain event. You don’t realize you have a problem at all.” “I’ve had patients with right side strokes who became totally psychotic.” Cornett doesn’t believe that she had complete “neglect” because she was aware that something was wrong but she kept thinking, “I’m just too young and healthy to be having a stroke. It’s got to be something else.” She was convinced it wasn’t life-threatening. Perhaps it was poison from her dinner at a Greenwich Village restaurant the night before. “I wouldn’t know what cocaine looked like. You could have told me it was parmesan cheese. Even some rare or uncommon side effect to a common vaccination was more likely than a stroke for someone as healthy as me.” Her sense of time slows to a crawl. Hours feel like minutes. “My perception of time was way off.”

 

Two days earlier, she had received a vaccine booster for tetanus, diphtheria and pertussis. Her blood pressure had been low, 104 over 40, but, “Low is normal for me. I got the shot in my left deltoid and by Thursday, there was a little swelling and pain at the injection site so I looked it up and discovered that in rare instances, Guillain-Barre syndrome (GBS) can result.” GBS, which can be life-threatening, will cause slow, ascending paralysis in a pattern totally different from stroke. “I was slurring my words and it had happened fast. A stroke is sudden so my symptoms were completely wrong for GBS.”

 

For hours that day, while Oriana Cornett was in bed and later on the floor — after falling on the way to get a drink of water — the stroke in her brain destroyed brain cells. As Charles Prestigiacomo explains, with any stroke, “Within minutes, decisions must be made about what needs to happen. Any stop or pause in the chain results in a waste of time and precious brain cells.” At UH, a Brain Attack Team (BAT) is always a pager away from immediate action. The window of time between the onset of a stroke and receiving treatment has opened wider for some patients but when Cornett passed the three, six and then eight hour mark, she lost her chance to receive intravenous tissue plasminogen activator (tPA), intra-arterial medication to break up the blockage, or to undergo an intervention where a surgeon uses probes inside the vascular system to mechanically dislodge a clot.

 

When she heard her husband’s key at the front door, she was relieved. “What are you doing on the floor?” he asks. “I’ve fallen and I can’t get up,” she answers, adding “don’t make any wisecracks.” So confused about time, Cornett asked for the phone in her purse to let them know she wouldn’t be at work. “I thought it might be 9 in the morning. It was 7 in the evening.” He telephoned UH, described her situation and was told to call 911 immediately. “My husband was mad at me, scared to death and angry with himself, especially there in the beginning when he wasn’t sure if I was going to make it,” she admits.

 

When the emergency medical team arrived, she told them, “I know it looks bad but I’m a stroke doctor and this can’t be a stroke. Trust me.” At Mount Sinai Medical Center in Manhattan in the ICU, Cornett maintained that disbelief. When a CAT scan came back normal, she said, “I told you so.” Yet, she points out, with any stroke, a CAT scan can look normal for hours afterward. It’s only when swelling develops that the picture changes.

 

An MRI, more sensitive to strokes, told a different story. “I didn’t know if I trusted what the doctor was telling me. I looked at her thinking, ‘Holy moly, I’ve had more experience than you do. I spent three years studying and looking at strokes.’”

 

What also ran through her mind was a question quite contrary for an expert in endovascular neurosurgical procedures who was highly skilled at threading catheters into blood vessels. She found herself wondering, “If I really did have a stroke, would I want that tPA? It can cause bleeding. Do I really want someone going into my brain to yank out a clot? Some people die as a result.” This physician who had offered these treatments to patients all the time was thinking like a patient. “Overall I know that people do much better with treatment than without. I even kept telling my husband, ‘Don’t let them stick a needle in my back for the GBS spinal test. I really don’t want that needle.’”

 

Early the next morning, when Chirag Gandhi sat by her bedside at Mount Sinai, she got it. Her husband had slept on the floor beside her bed.

 

“How bad is it?” she asked Gandhi. Prestigiacomo, who was away on business at the time and contacted by phone, “couldn’t believe it.”

 

“You have a sizable infarct, an M1,” Gandhi explained. “The good news is that you probably won’t need a hemi-crani” – the surgical procedure to remove a quarter of the skull.

 

“A hemi-crani? Chirag, what did you say?”

 

An artery in Cornett’s otherwise healthy brain had been completely blocked. “I have all the beautiful vessels of a young, healthy woman except for one. Everything, my heart, my lungs, my carotids are fine…except for that one, which was occluded.” It had caused a massive stroke and when the swollen brain has no place to go but down, it can compress the brain stem which controls breathing and cardiac function. She was still in danger.

 

“Brain herniation can result. You become so lethargic that you can’t keep your eyes open so you slip into a coma and die.” That explained why she had been on neuro-check every 15 minutes. “We had often talked about patients in this way but now we were talking about me. It was so shocking and it was only then that it started to sink in: I can’t move my face. I can’t move my arm. I can’t move my leg. And my husband has tried pinching me and all I can feel is this weird sense of nebulous pain coming from I-don’t-know-where-exactly.”

 

When the hospital’s medical team arrived in her room, she was mapping her own stroke. “I was registering everything. Sitting there in bed, I thought, this is pretty big. I am experiencing it right here and now.” When asked by the team if she had neglect, she told them she realized she had a problem with her left side. She passed several other neurological tests. Asked to draw a clock, right-sided stroke victims may only draw half the face, trying to squeeze all the numbers onto that side. In a test known as A cancellation, the patient crosses out all the A’s on a page of letters. Someone with neglect can only cross out A’s on the right. Yet, Cornett showed some signs of neglect. She couldn’t move her eyes left and recalls thinking, “I have to remember this because it is fascinating. I had always wondered what neglect felt like. You don’t know your left side.”

 

When one doctor expressed concern about her morning sleepiness, she responded, “I’m not herniation-tired. I can wake up. I just didn’t sleep well.” Surprised, someone remarked, “Did you hear what she said? She’s not herniation-tired!”

 

Oriana Cornett was still the doctor. Ten days in acute hospital care and then months of physical therapy in rehab followed. “I loved therapy and walked the very first week after the stroke…with a lot of help.” She recovered her facial muscles and some left arm strength using mirrors. “My left eye had been wide open. My smile was crooked. In the mirror, I would move my right arm and then stare at the left arm to make it move. It was wild.” Describing her deficits in computer circuitry terms, “I liken my problems to software issues. With time passing, I also have hardware problems because my muscles are weak.”

 

To return to working in the angiography suite, her arm would have to be back to full function. “I loved the work we did but I’m hopeful now about getting back to seeing patients soon. I have a lot to give, especially understanding what they have gone through. Stroke recovery is complicated and we have different levels of problems. Just let me tell you what I’ve learned.”

 

 

 

 

 

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Thanks for posting your experience of having a stroke. You show strokes do not discriminate - even doctors can get them and have to go through recovery. My spouse, Larry, also had a right brain stroke Feb. 2010, so I can relate to what you went through. You will indeed have a new perspective in helping others. Thanks for your posts and best to you in your recovery. :You-Rock:

Julie

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thanks Oriana - really interesting I had severe Lt neglect. even argued that my Lt arm was my daughter's. questionning why is Jodie's arm here? I even thot I saw the acrylic nails she uses & I don't. it seemed so real. I have since learned the skills necessary for coping with it

Even though I still run into most things Lt - spacial? I now know to turn my head Lt when looking for something. strange but interesting

 

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Yeah neglect is one of the neurologists biggest fascinsations because ive had white people tell me their arms were mine and when I'd say but what color is my face? They'd say,"brown." I'd ask well isn't it strabge then that I should have a white arm? They'd just look a t me, srug their shoulders and say something like,"it's strange but that's just how it is apparently After seeing it so many times as a resident then fellow and beyond it always intrigued me but now I get it. I think neglect is an important part of human life. Not that profound neg;ect helps anybody but we are social animals. I explained it this way when /i gave my first talk. I told the audience,"you're all paying attention to me;and I appreciate that.If you heard a loud crashing sound in the hallway. you'd take mental notice and even tryto sort out what it probably was but you wouldn't feel the need to leave our chaur to go investigate it because you've decided to fgivre me your attention. That anility to ignore components within our space is an important part of hoe we llive in communities. When you go t a restaurant and the couple sat ythe next table over starts arguing; you might notice it but you mostly ignore it to give them privacy and becaues we were all taught to mind our business and not pry. We have to be ble to ignorcertan stimuli in order to finish a conversation without leavbing our seats to check out new stimuli as they come our wayNegect is just an'overdose' of a normal humn function; ignoring stuff we deem unimportant. The brain is amazing and its why I became a neurologist in the first place. Neglect was oneof the featurs that made me feel like I've got to understandthis organ... Its so wicked cool So to hve had milf neglect... Even though strokes really blow it was still amazigly fSCINAING TO ME mY NGLECT WAS VERY MILD AND i THINK THAT S WHY iVE BEEN ABLE TO RECOVER MOST OF MY EARLIER ATTENTION DEFECITS. i LIKEN IT TOJUST NOT BEING SO INTERESTED IN WHATS GOING ON ON THE LEFT SIDE. tHE SAME WAY NORMAL PEOPLE AREN;'T ALWAYS TURNING AROUND TO SEE WHATS BEHINFD THEM... THEY KNOW THERE'S SPACE BEHIND THM AND SOMETHING COULD BE THERE BUT THEY'RE JUST NOT PARTICULARLY CURIOUS OR INTERESTED IN WHATS GOING ON DIRECTLY BEHNFD THEM wELL, INITIALLY THERE WAS NOTHING PARTICULARLY EXVCTING GOING ON ON MY LEFT SIDE... iTS FASCINATING TO ME i AM HAPPY O SAY THAT LIKE MANY OF M OTHER PROBLEMS THE NEGLECT HAS FADED CONSIDERABLY THOUGH ITS NOT COMPETELY GONE. bEST OF LUCK IN YYOUR RECOVERY AND THNKS FOR YOUR COMMENTS :o)

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Loved the article! And your take on the neglect is awesome. I had relatively mild left neglect for a while. 8 months post stroke I passed the rehab driving tests and really can't know if I'm 100% again on a non-dominate side. I function well enough and get all the shampoo out of the left side now, so it's cool. Let me ask you this: when you talked about the aspect of our brains being able to ignore our surroundings as an extension of our social evolution, (paraphrasing), does this neglect occur in cases of full paralysis? can a survivor, depending on the damage site and severity be unaware of their entire body?Left and right neglect together?

 

It's a bit much of dedication to your work having a stroke... ;) but what an unfortunate incredible opportunity to get an inside view of something you're passionate about... and yeah, it is fascinating even for a layman like me and wicked cool too. You know what I think while I'm at the rehab gym on the treadmill, trying to fix my gait by watching it in the mirror... I visualize how we became up right apes and the beauty and fluidity of our walking..of the conservation of energy in the muscles working together to be efficient for survival and how my brain really, really wants to go back to that million year in the works perfected gait. I think Recovery is this hands on learning experience about the hows and whys, the inefficiencies,the perfections and the interconnected intricacys of our bodies and the ancestry of our species. Well, that, and some Queen lyrics on the ipod.

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thanks so much for your comment Lesse and your very insightful and thoughtful quesions. Survivors often are completely unaware of their left sides, when the neglect is severe. I've seen people deny their own limbsand sometimes the limb isn't fully plegic, which means no movement whatsoever. they o so deep with the ognoring of their left side that they don't ove it, simply because to them it isn't even there... Its crazy the stuff that happens inside the human brain, healthy and otherwise. I have had patients that initially look like they have zero movement on their left sides only to find out that when I really work hard o draw their attention to their left hand or any left part to find that they can in fact move.... Its weird but ppl can have decent muscle strength but ignore the left side so completely that they don't move it...

I watch myself walk on the treadmill too :o) OMG Queens; we are the champions would be so awesome to walk to :o) and Ive got it on my ipod... I can haer my next walk :o) I used to think about the beauty of my stride when I'd run in Central Par. I always thought the way wew move is a beautiful thing. An amazemrnt of evolution and honing of structure and function. I used to run with my iipod earbuds in my ear but most of the time I wouldn't even turn on music or my podcast I'd just run and listen to the sound of my sneakers crnching on the path. I miss that feeling... the breeze in my face, generated by me propelling myself through the world... Those were good says.. My longest run 6.5 miles was just like that just quietly appreciating that my body could run because I wanted it to... How's this for irony; when I stroked the hospital and affiliated rehab hosp were directly across the street from where we used to run in central park. I shed lots of tears looking out those windows as I'd watch rurnners flit by from my wheelchair... Well Im walking so it's not all bad but I wont be satisfied till I can run again. But as I know I don't intend to give up I know I will run again :o) For now I'll stroll on the treadmill and think about the beauty of a single step, while rocking out to some Queen :o) We will get there :o)

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thanks so much for your comment Lesse and your very insightful and thoughtful quesions. Survivors often are completely unaware of their left sides, when the neglect is severe. I've seen people deny their own limbsand sometimes the limb isn't fully plegic, which means no movement whatsoever. they o so deep with the ognoring of their left side that they don't ove it, simply because to them it isn't even there... Its crazy the stuff that happens inside the human brain, healthy and otherwise. I have had patients that initially look like they have zero movement on their left sides only to find out that when I really work hard o draw their attention to their left hand or any left part to find that they can in fact move.... Its weird but ppl can have decent muscle strength but ignore the left side so completely that they don't move it...

I watch myself walk on the treadmill too :o) OMG Queens; we are the champions would be so awesome to walk to :o) and Ive got it on my ipod... I can haer my next walk :o) I used to think about the beauty of my stride when I'd run in Central Par. I always thought the way wew move is a beautiful thing. An amazemrnt of evolution and honing of structure and function. I used to run with my iipod earbuds in my ear but most of the time I wouldn't even turn on music or my podcast I'd just run and listen to the sound of my sneakers crnching on the path. I miss that feeling... the breeze in my face, generated by me propelling myself through the world... Those were good says.. My longest run 6.5 miles was just like that just quietly appreciating that my body could run because I wanted it to... How's this for irony; when I stroked the hospital and affiliated rehab hosp were directly across the street from where we used to run in central park. I shed lots of tears looking out those windows as I'd watch rurnners flit by from my wheelchair... Well Im walking so it's not all bad but I wont be satisfied till I can run again. But as I know I don't intend to give up I know I will run again :o) For now I'll stroll on the treadmill and think about the beauty of a single step, while rocking out to some Queen :o) We will get there :o)

 

 

 

 

 

 

PS.I just realized I misunderstood your question about full hemiparesis and rigt and left neglect together... For a long time neurologists didn't believe or weren't sure that right sided neglect happened at all but thats really because right sided neglect would imply a left hemispherelesion and left hemisphere lesions often are associated with ahasia and when a person can neither speak nor understand it's virtually impossible to tell if the have neglct. I'm pretty sure that the docs that tought right neglect didn't exist were wrong and it was probably just our inability to detect it due to concommitant language defecits... we can't test for it and therefore we can;t find it. I've never seen a person with bilateral hemispheric damage that severe that was awake enough for me to talk to and evaluate for neglect. y bilateral brain injury patients like gun shot wounds ot traumatic brain injuries such as motorcyle or car accident voctims are usually unconscious and therefore neglect is impossible to asess... That being said I wouldnt be shocked if it exists someh=where....

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Computer software and hardware is my field -- and I've long been fascinated by neurology, because so much of what we know about how it works is learned from studying the ways it can break.

 

I had a "mild" ischemic right-side stroke in January 2010, and have been coping with some degree of left side neglect ever since. It has led to some embarassing moments: Yelling at my mother in a restaurant because I looked down and saw my spoon moving, but couldn't see why. (She was trying to help me eat dessert.) Asking in meetings for information that was on the page in front of me -- in a leftmost column. One day being able to see my shoulder and hand, but not the arm that normally connects them....

 

As soon as I understood the diagnosis of left-side neglect, I realized that nobody would be safe sharing the road with me, and resigned myself to not driving "for as long as necessary". I *believe* I have mostly recovered from that deficit, and am resolved to drive again -- it's the thing I miss most. But NOT before it is safe to do so, of course.

 

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I did a radio interview todat with WBGO which is an am jazz radio station in Newark,NJ It should air Friday, 25th idk the time sorry I'll b able to provide a link to the broadcast when hthey send it to me so you can hear it online on their website...

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