I wish some people understood me !!!!
Having a bad couple of days and hearing my family tell me o its because your sister got marry like a week ago its from all the partying !!! Im like no its not i had a stroke people ,, and im still healing ,,. Its not like ok i broke my arm or leg and its heals in 4 to 6 weeks !!!!.. THe healing process takes sometime and the doctor said to me that im going to have good days and bad ones and the bad ones may feel like the first day of your stroke ..... I am not going to sit here and explain myself to my family and friends on why i am having a bad day ,.. I know they dont understand ,, or know how i am feeling ,, . My mom i think is in denial about it ,, were my wife she getting better at it ,, my sister she listens to me and doesnt say anything to me were i rather that ,, my friends on the other hand try to understand and if they dont they tell me but also say if you ever need to talk im here for you ... My aunt i want to tell her to *beep* off ,,, .. Tired of hearing your lucky to be alive,,, i know i am !!!! I thank the person up stairs every day that i am here to see my son and my wife and family all the time ,,... Its not easy being me at times ,... On someone bad day its my worse day ,,.. I have been having more bad ones lately for whatever reason ..... I hope it gets better i dont like the new me ...... I cry when im having a really bad day and wish that things were alot different ,,.. Trying to make a new life for my self isnt easy at all,,, having patient after a stroke is a bitch ,,, Its hard !!!!!!......