I'm only three months post stroke. I know the old me died and I'm not sure who the new me is. I'm stuck somewhere in the middle. I heard a song titled New Divide by Linkin Park. It's from a Transformer movie. I never saw the movie so I don't know what the song is supposed to be about. I'd post the lyrics but I'm not sure if I'd be violating a copyright law. If you are interested, search the internet for the lyrics.
The song sums up just how I feel today. So far I'm OK with being in limbo. I'm looking forward to whatever the new me is.