So sorry Sue! ((Hugs))) thoughts and prayers to you! You are so right about the many changes, wish I had an answer in how to reconcile it all. Peace to you while you reminisce and hopefully the fun and happy times will shine through a lot more than the sad ones!

Sue :

can you believe I have mixed feelings about this blog. I am sad for the love you lost, but happy & jealous for that kind of love for your spouse. I would want my hubby to love me like that so that I can also reciprocate. I think your love for Ray will be my goal for this year for my hubby. I love him, but its still conditional. hope I am making sense here

Asha

A very sad disease and even sadder song.  Hope they find a cure for this disease.  

At least you "can" miss your Ray and remember all the good times.  He is a peace now and you can know that.

Julie