The Countdown...
In the last several days, I have been thinking a great deal about my one year anniversary that will be here on Monday. I am not sure how to feel about it. In some ways it is a celebration of being alive and making progress. In other ways, it is a day of mourning. I am taking the day off work, and am going to do some nice things for myself (ie manicure, pedicure).
I sort of feel like I am in a countdown to the big day, and for some reason, that strikes me as weird. Don't ask me why, for I couldn't tell you. I guess the bottom line is that I still struggle with believing all this has happened to me (except for when I am paying the bills, then I know it is real). I think the mere fact that I have this kind of anniversary is still very odd, as I am the only person I know who has one.
I wonder...is it always going to be this way?
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